Tuesday, December 2, 2008
7:00 a.m.
Our teachers for today are our schoolmates. I was a little bit shy and nervous because I'm the only one present in our table in front. Actually, in our first subject, I can't really understand the lesson but it looks familiar for me. Maybe it was already taught to us by our teacher before, but I can't remember it already. Luckily, I passed in the seatwork that they gave to us.
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I started quarreling again with my _______ and _______ and _______ classmate!!!He's so irritating!!!I just told him that we should now do our project in speech, then he started saying so many nonsense things. Everytime I talked to him, i always shout!!! All I ask him is to let me borrow his microphone, so that we can now start our project, then he began turning on his big mouth again. I don't know why his hobby is to look for other's mistakes. He should first look to himself before judging others. Can't he see his face full of pimples!!! And the way he talks is not the way that a straight boy do. He's always arguing with the girls. Now I know, he's just jelous because we're real girls, unlike him, he's just "pa-girl"!!!I'm just wasting my time with him...NONSENSE!!!!!KILL YOURSELF!!!!tnx!
4:30 p.m.
It's our classmates time to teach us in BIOLOGY. I'm a little bit happy for this time because my classmate which is my enemy was a little bit bullied by my other classmate. Actually, he's now reporting, but no one can understand his report. Then here he go again, making his mouth work. My classmate just ask him if he can expain his report clearly, then as usual, he started a fight with her. All I wish is that he will never dream of becoming a teacheer, becuase if I will be his student, I rather transfer to another school than to see him...After his report, all things are back to normal again, and the lessons become clear for all of us. GOD IS REALLY GOOD!!!,^_^,
♥ a butterfly landed @
8:02 PM
8:20 a.m.
When I woke up, the first place I go is on the CR. I was surprised with my hair because it’s so beautiful (promise), shiny smooth, and with “BODY”. I don’t want to comb it because its shape might be gone. I really love it! My hair and my smile is a very good combination for today.
9:15
I will now take a bath, but I’m disappointed to my hair. If it will get wet, the shape will be gone. Of course I can’t skip my bath so I just take pictures of myself as a remembrance. Ahh….it will be a very memorable morning for me…Boosh!!! (Shower!)
I ask my classmate to give me quotes, and then she gave me almost thirty quotes. My mother got irritated because she borrowed my cell phone that time and she can’t text continuously because the quotes were sent very fast. She told me to tell my classmate to stop it and erase all those messages. I just told my classmate to stop sending messages for a while. I also erase the messages on the inbox, but I have saved it on the phone,^_^, All the quotes were so beautiful and I love them. Here is a n example…
mSkT kPg
cRush mO
mY
kSmanG iBa.
nAiinGit k
dhil lgi
cLang
maSayA.
PrO d
mO alM
pg ikY
nakaTlIkOd,
nKatiNgin
Xa sYo
sBay sbing
“sana ipakita mong nagseselos ka”
I’m not in the mood today to make to do my assignment. I still want to have longer vacation.
I still don't want to go to school tomorrow. i know that I have still so many projects, but I
don't want to do those things. All I just want to do is to text someone, but he's not replying.
I can't understand what I'm feeling right now but all I know is that it is something connected
with "LAZINESS",^_^,
♥ a butterfly landed @
7:56 PM
12:30 pm
There’s a problem in our Internet connection, that’s why I need to go to the internet café. I stayed there for almost three hours. I got a little bit mad and irritated because the internet is so slow. I can’t also find the thing that I need to research. I almost had a headache because I’m very tired of researching.
Before I go to the internet café, I first go to the bakery outside our village to use pay phone. I call my classmate which is also my group mate in our project in speech, but he didn’t answer my call. He’s not also online in yahoo messenger, that’s why I don’t know how we can plan for our project. I really hate that he was my group mate because he’s almost the worst guy (if he’s really a boy!) That I’ve ever seen in the whole wide world!!! But I have no choice, because he’s the only one left to bo ny group mate. GRRR!!!
9:00 p.m.
I still want to watch Spiderman again, but this time its part two, in tv5 also, but I’m afraid. It’s already late night and only one light is open in our house. My. Family is already asleep and I’m the only one awake. I just decided to turn off the television and sleep even though I’m not yet sleepy, because I’m afraid that I will see some extraordinary creatures!!! (You know that!)
♥ a butterfly landed @
7:54 PM
8:00 a.m.
My mother woke me up. Actually, I still want to sleep but my mother will get mad at me. She said that I should now wake up because they will go somewhere for their work. She also ask me to fix my bed and the living room. If you can just see me this morning, I look “It’s so pathetic. My eyes are “swelling” because I cried last night.
10:15 a.m.
My older sister greets me but I’m still feeling sad because it’s my birthday but my other family members left me alone in our house, without saying where will they go. From the time I heard the sound of our car starting and ready to go until the time it came back, I was crying. T_T. I’m thinking of many sad things that may happen. Being pessimistic is the trait I hate the most because it affects me so much, but I keep on showing this trait. Luckily, while my family is not yet coming home, my best friend Ate Kayy (Yeiz!!) came into our house. She got a thing from me then we talked for a while. I really tried not to let her see me crying, but I’m really emotional that time that I can’t help myself from crying. I just asked her to get inside our house, so that our neighbors will not see me crying. She tried to cheer me up and she keeps on saying good things about me. I was very touched with her effort, but it just last or a very short time. She already had to go because she has so many appointments. When she left, here I go again crying. T_T.
11:30 pm
My family came back. I was very surprised when my mother gave me my cell phone and said that someone had texted me. It was my crush who texted me! Woohoo! Yipeee! I began to smile as if I was crazy. He’s my only crush who greeted me on my birthday, since birth! He also gave me birthday wishes. The most beautiful and the kakilig part there is “yav u, mwuah, mwuah, mwuah,^_^,” IMAGINE THAT! HE TOLD ME THAT! That’s the best gift I ever had in my 13th birthday. I will never forget that. Then, I replied to him then, he texted I back then, we began texting each other. LOL.
12:20 pm
I really hate that I ate lunch! Because before I ate lunch, I was texting a special person, then I stopped for a while to eat. After eating, I immediately texted him but he didn’t answer. Maybe he thinks that I will not text him again. But the truth is, I just ate my lunch.
2:00 pm
I tried to create a face of a girl in paint. It was really my first time to do it. I ‘m just envious with my other classmates who can make good faces through Paint, that’s why I tried to do one by myself. After it was finished, it was just simple but I love it! Actually, it’s now my desktop background in our computer. Of course, if I’m the one who created it, it’s always full of color pink hahaha, I like the first one that I did so I tried to do a face of a boy. It’s still “under construction” that’s why it’s entitled “UNFINISHED TRIBAL BOY” It was inspired by my very own crush.
9:00 pm
Until this time, I’m still happy because of my crush, but I am a little bit disappointed. I ate my lunch late so that I can just reply to him immediately, then he will not reply! But maybe, it is my fault because I should have said that I will first eat my lunch for a while and I’ll be right back. But at least he texted me… I am now watching Spider-man in tv5. I have no choice because my younger brother likes it. I can’t complain and switch the channel. If I will get bored, I’ll just read the text message of my crush. LOL.
♥ a butterfly landed @
7:53 PM
Monday, December 1, 2008
This day I felt so down and sad...T_T...
I was so excited about my birthday tomorrow
and I expect that it would be a very special and memorable day for me.
I expect that my loved ones will all greet me and they will make me feel
important on my birthday.
But based on my observations this day,
my birthday and even myself is not important for my loved ones.
They don't even exert efforts for me. My enemies are better than them
because my enemies have already greet me advance for my birthday.
Unlike for my loved ones, maybe for them ther is no special thing/ event tomorrow.
Even though they remember my birthday, they still don't greet me
and it's like they don't want to celebrate it.
Also, maybe some of my other plans will not also happen because of some reasons.
I can't really stop myself to cry, but I just hide it to people.
Only God and my favorite stuffed toys makes me feel better.
they were the only one who saw me cry and lonely.
All I wish for this day is that my birthday tomorrow will not
be as sad and disappointing, like my birthday last year.
I hope that my loved ones will greet me.
Even though they have no gift for me, greeting me is already
a nice gift. At least I know that they remember me.
(Sorry for being so emotional or dramatic)
♥ a butterfly landed @
8:04 PM
