This day I felt so down and sad...T_T...

I was so excited about my birthday tomorrow

and I expect that it would be a very special and memorable day for me.

I expect that my loved ones will all greet me and they will make me feel

important on my birthday.

But based on my observations this day,

my birthday and even myself is not important for my loved ones.

They don't even exert efforts for me. My enemies are better than them

because my enemies have already greet me advance for my birthday.

Unlike for my loved ones, maybe for them ther is no special thing/ event tomorrow.

Even though they remember my birthday, they still don't greet me

and it's like they don't want to celebrate it.

Also, maybe some of my other plans will not also happen because of some reasons.

I can't really stop myself to cry, but I just hide it to people.

Only God and my favorite stuffed toys makes me feel better.

they were the only one who saw me cry and lonely.

All I wish for this day is that my birthday tomorrow will not

be as sad and disappointing, like my birthday last year.

I hope that my loved ones will greet me.

Even though they have no gift for me, greeting me is already

a nice gift. At least I know that they remember me.

(Sorry for being so emotional or dramatic)